Surviving....

You walk into my life
And it seems like
You bring a reason to live
And then you walk out
And I am thrown back
Into a guard-less dungeon.
Memories slither away
And then come back to bite.
Everything is trapped inside.
And the keys cease to exist.
A war goes on everyday
Morning, noon and night
Sometimes the memories don’t bite
And other times hatred spreads faster than venom.
What wins or loses isn’t the point
Cause everyday something is killed…
Poisoned or suffocated or just withered away.

Moving on...

Every bond he shared,
Every connection he made
All the people for whom he cared
Have left his feeling betrayed!

The winds haven't changed their direction
The sun still sets in the west
It's the exact same reflection
But yet there seems to be no zest!

Life is so strange
Nothing is the same
he understands nothing is constant but change
Why then is he always being blamed>!

Have you ever?!

Have you ever
Woken up to find
Who you love
Loving someone else?

Have you ever
Looked at someone
Hoping they would hear
What you’re too afraid to say!?

Have you ever
Been so numb
That hurting yourself
Seems the only way
To make the tears come?!

Have you ever
Cried yourself to sleep
Cause that’s the only way
To end the never ending scene?!

If you have
Then you know what I’m going through
And if you haven’t then I’m glad
Because what I feel I wish no one felt.
No I’m not depressed and neither do I need help…
All I need is a friend who’s always there
To help, to care, to support
Cause if it was you I would be there!!

I live in a world...

I live in a world
Where music plays louder
Than the birds can chirp !

I live in a world
Where one complains about the rain
Rather than running to dance under it !

I live in a world
Where little mermaid has drowned
Sitting on the very rock that was her hub !

I live in a world
Where friends are made with the head
Rather than with the use of the heart !

I live in a world
That is not to my liking
I live in a world
That I wish would change !!

Only Reminds Me Of You..

I see you beside me
It's only a dream
A vision of what used to be
The laughter, the sorrow

Pictures and time
Fading to memories
How could I ever let you go?
Is it too late to let you know?

I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out of the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

I needed my freedom
This what I thought
But I was a fool to believe
My heart lied while you cried

Rivers of tears
But I was too blind to see
Everything we've been through before
Now it means so much more

I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out of the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you

So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Girl, can't you see?

How could I ever let you go?
Is it too late to let you know?

I tried to run from your side
But each place I hide
It only reminds me of you
When I turn out all the light
Even the night
It only reminds me of you.

New Year’s Reflections

Looking back on the months gone by,
As a new year starts and an old one ends,
I contemplate what brought me joy,
And I think of my loved ones and my friends.
Recalling all the happy times,
Remembering how they enriched my life,
I reflect upon who really counts,
As the fresh and bright new year arrives.
And when I ponder those who do,
I immediately think of you.
Thanks for being one of the reasons I'll have a Happy New Year!