I wish i wasn't me ....

Sometimes I feel like no one cares.
Sometimes I feel like no one is there.
Sometimes I want to kill myself.
Sometimes I think I need some help.
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone.
Sometimes I'm in an empty zone.
Sometimes I feel like I'm not alive.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm deprived.
Sometimes I think the world should end.
Sometimes I think I have no friends.
Sometimes I want to make them see,
that sometimes I wish I wasn't me...

:'( :''( :'''(

I lay there at night, trying to fall asleep
But each time I close my eyes
Memories of you flash through my mind
But then I open my eyes
and welcome myself back to reality
Because I know now, you and I weren't ever
really meant to be.